Such a Fool

I was so blind.
So very,very blind.
I am such a fool.

I thought those people we're my friends, my BEST friends.
But they use me like a tool, a pawn.
I thought they liked me.

Respected me.
But I found out their none of those things.
They never liked me or respected me.

I told them my secretes.
And they told everybody.
I felt so stupid.

I wish I seen this happen.
So my heart can been saved.
Saved from heartache and betrayed.

And here's a lesson for all of you.
Be careful what your friends are.
Or your going to be hurt.

Broken Friendship

We been friends for two years.
Two years.
And it was broken less then two minutes.

I cried and cried and feel that no one will be friends with me.
We were so close and thought we be friends forever.
But I was wrong.

Friendships never last forever.
Never.
And I was blind that I didn't see it happening.

I don't know what to do anymore but to move on I guess.
But my heart wouldn't be the same again.
I wouldn't be the same again.

I blame myself for it.
It was all my fault.
I was a jerk and I wish I been nicer.
Maybe she'll still stay

Chubby Guys

I love chubby guys and I don't know why.
I love them that is no lie.
I think they are so cuddly with those fat hugs.
That the part I really love.
I also love how they can eat and eat.
I don't know if that makes me a freak.
If that wrong to think that way.
But what can I say?

Looking at the Moon

Sometimes I look at the moon.
Wondering if someone like me staring at it too.
And if they are looking for their special someone.
Like me.
If this person and me ever met we have lots to talk about.
We can talk about our life.
Our hopes.
Our dreams.

They Can't Control

The school can't control my future.
They say I'm not going to college cause they think I'm not smart enough.
They never giving me a chance to show that I'm smarter then they expected.
But when I do go to college and make a lot of money.
I will rub the check all over their ignorance.

Heartbeat

My heartbeats.
Beats for you.
I know our love is true.
True to the heart.
True to the soul.
Our love would never turn cold.

Life is like....

Life is like a maze.
I really don't know which way.
Life is like can really be confusing.
I been outcast all my life.
I wonder why I still alive.
Or why I doing here.